It's Official! . . Court 8-26-10

This past Thursday, the first day of school - for me and my class (They had a substitute for the 1st day!) Eric, Isaac and I made our much awaited trip to Lancaster for our BIG DAY at court. It was technically called a "refinalization" adoption hearing. This is our final step in the adoption process, besides a little more paper work to keep the ball rolling, for Isaac to acquire his U.S. birth certificate, name change, and U.S. citizenship!

AND with a big sigh of relief, everything went according to plan! The judge was very encouraging and said it sealed the deal for him when Isaac's face lit up as I came down from the witness chair to return to his side. I was first to be up at "the stand" and answered some 20 plus questions, and then Eric went up and had about 5! We were warned that this would be the case, but our social worker was even surprised at how quickly we were "in and out" - 30 minutes tops.

We enjoyed lunch at our favorite restaurant: Olive Garden when we had reached Harrisburg and Isaac had had a good nap while traveling in the car. It was a memorable day. . . one that I will cherish and remember in the same way that I recall our wedding day. Our vows to parent and pledge our lives to Isaac were very much the same to the ones we made our wedding day!

Isaac excited for the car ride to Lancaster! About an hour into our trip, he grew quite restless to say the least. Good thing his tears had dried and he had a happy face for the judge!


Pictures of our family with the judge after all was finalized. Isaac was playing "peek-a-boo" with him during the pictures. Made for some silly photos - and great grins!

Finally. . . "thank you" to all of YOU loved ones, who have traveled this journey with us; and prayerfully so. You have blessed us in more ways than words can say.

10 months and Baby Dedication

I cannot believe how our little Isaac is growing so quickly! In a way we have experienced 4 mo to 10 mo stages in just 3 short months - he is just flying through stages and learning so much. Just this past week he has started to army crawl, pull himself up to stand, and cruises around the furniture. Nothing is safe or out of his reach! He has LONG arms. He has also learned to identify a dog by making "woof woof" sounds, says "Da da" and "ba" for bottle, and knows how to make his needs "known" - we call this the "bossy voice." Pictures say much more than words.

This is an outfit from one of his aunt and uncles. Can you guess where they live?

Time with Mommy and . . .

Time with Daddy.

Eating like a big boy, picking up pieces of grapes and whole peas.

Sunday, August 15th was Isaac's baby dedication. It was a special time for Eric and I and our families. During worship one of the songs was "Offering." A whole new meaning was brought to the words of the song:

"The sun cannot compare to the glory of Your Love,

There is no shadow in Your Presence.

No mortal man would dare to stand before Your throne,

Before the Holy One of heaven, It's only by Your Blood,

and it's only through Your mercy, Lord I come.

"I bring an offering of worship to my King,

No one on earth deserves the praises that I sing.

Jesus, may You receive the worship that You're due,

O Lord, I bring an Offering to You"

Affirming our parenting vows for Isaac and releasing him to God's will and blessing for his little life.

Pappy Lehman praying for Isaac.

Final prayers and blessings over our family.

Isaac enjoyed picking his restaurant of choice to celebrate his day. He enjoyed the straw best!

Uncle Ryan and Aunt Anya came in from Pittsburgh.

Great Pappy and Grammy Dietle

A Day to Remember and Release

Precious treasures stored away and kept for a "special day": Alivia's hospital bunting, cap, blanket, foot prints, ultrasound pictures and praying bear; along with a few other keepsakes kept tucked away.


From her first ultrasound at 21 weeks. She was proclaimed a perfectly healthy baby girl, growing right on target with all the charts.

She has my nose; this I know.

A year ago I was a very scared and nervous woman on the way to my 26 week appointment. My anxiety levels were through the roof! I KNEW something was wrong. Worry and concern had been growing for more than a week, and I was about to burst if someone didn't tell me whether I was crazy or had legitimate concerns.

The relief that came with finally knowing the horrid truth was shocking. The unnecessary burdens we bear that we have no control over can be stifling. God's peace beyond understanding also wrapped itself around me. It carried me carefully through the following weeks and months, slowly allowing me to deal with my grief one step at a time. Tears were very healing. Friends, colleagues, family and loved ones were literally my standing, breathing, living support. Eric and I were brought very near to one another, as we shared a grief no one else could perfectly understand in the same way.

Today, one year later, I feel a great release and peace. I no longer have troubled nightmares reliving those days leading up to Alivia's birth. I am no longer plagued with WHEN and HOW it happened. I can even say I have peace with little to no answers to these questions. God has done a mighty, mighty work in my life this past year. This I can testify to! Where I was a year ago is no longer where I stand today. I praise HIM for that great and glorious work. I am challenged to ask him to "Do it again!" For I know pain may also come with His work. Will you be strong enough to ask with me? There is often courage in numbers.

"Lord, continue your good work in our lives, as well as, those all around us!" Amen.