It is a new phase of life for me. . . . one I never really saw myself talking on and walking in. But God has plans that we can only see somewhat hazily as we walk in faith.
I am now officially a . . . . . STAY-AT-HOME-MOM! I must say I am loving it! Time with my boys, time to actually do my job as a wife and home-maker WELL. That always drove me crazy through the school year. How my home, time with Eric and Isaac, always got my "seconds" of energy and enthusiasm. Now I have time to PLAN meals and enjoy trying new dishes. I have TIME to do even the chores I despise, yet know need done, such as dusting. I am even enjoying reorganizing the filing cabinet to make room for my salvaged classroom materials. I love watching my boys doze off into slumber, AND being here when they awake, groggy and ready for hugs (and food). I love seeing them learn and grow and being the one that TEACHES them. I didn't think I'd ever say and feel it, but I'm very satisfied in my new role of full time MOM.
Now I can't speak for Eric, but I enjoy seeing him thrive at his work. I now have time to be invested in HIS stories from work. And to pray for him. He does have a lot on his shoulders as well as the responsibility of being the sole income for our family - which I don't take lightly! That is a BIG DEAL! (or at least it would be if it were me) I'm proud of him and his accomplishments.
Now I must admit that I do get added peace and purpose for this new phase knowing that it is for such a short span of time. Before I know it, it will be time to head back to school. . . me as a teacher and the boys as students. So this time has become precious to me. And I want to make every day, week, month, and year COUNT! I do love teaching. . . but it is NO sacrifice to lay it down for awhile.
